Monday, October 16, 2006
[*r.EN.eWeD.*] ...well, open house was great! yup. it's finally over and many people, though found it offending, liked the song short people!!! which is good. very good. haha. yup. open house was a rush. but we managed to get eveything done. good job guys! yup. the board was up and done in that slightly less than one hour we had and we accomplished many things in that one hour before practice and the performance at the PAC. yup.
the haze came back on saturday. it chocked my lungs and caused watery eyes for me. i don't like the air i'm breathing now. it's "bad" air. haha. but what can i do? i still need to breathe cos i'm a living person. it's like life, whether you like it or not, bad and good things will come to you and you can't choose to only go through life with the good things, you have to go through both. and like the air we breathe, whether good or bad, we still have to breathe cos we need to live. without air, we'd die.
choir will be the main activity for me during the break till we come back from Prague . yup. i've officially "sold" my soul to choir. but i'm fine with it i guess, cos i'm doing something that i like and i have interest in. compared to sitting down and studying, i'd rather be singing and practising for choir. haha. and the thing is, when you do something that you love, you won't feel like you're doing work at all. you'll be happy doing it!
haha. so that means if i wanna do well, i must love studying. cos then i won't feel that it's a chore studying and i'll keep studying and i'll do well! haha. lousy analogy but good enough for me. yup. hmmm. i'm falling sick! the haze is killing me softly, which is obviously, cos i'm not making any sound or noise at all. haze is a silent killer. yup. anyways, breathing is so difficult. can we just have oxygen tanks or air purifier? haha.
well, princess hours has been a big hit with the people around me. even my brother is watching it and he's using youtube and dailymotion to finish the whole thing cos he needs english subtitles, and my vcds doesn't have them. haha. yup. well, you can say that it's the fantasy that people would love to escape to. at least i know i would if i could. i'd rather escape into my fanstasy world and be a very happy girl who is very happy all the time. it's not that i'm not happy when i'm in reality, it's just not all the time cos it's reality and in reality, you get hurt.
k, if you don't understand, break the above sentence into parts and read it slowly. haha. yup. you should be able to understand what i'm saying after doing that. anyways, life still goes on no matter how unhappy one is. how hard life is. we just gotta keep moving on. don't be too hard on yourself if a mistake is done. learn from it and grow from it. don't let that mistake become your stumbling block. you still have along way ahead and you have much to accomplish. be happy with how far you've come, don't look back and think of what you could have done. regrets will only make you feel sad and painful, and life is too short for us to be spending it harping on the unhappy things.
whatever happens in future, if you look back, you back on the happy things. if you look back on the unhappy things, look back with a heart of humility, that you are not perfect and are not capable of achieving perfection. yup.
you have just spend your time tuning into the journey of life by me! cheryn ... hahahaha ...
k. just some stuff that came into my head and happned over the past week. yup.
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 10/16/2006 09:03:00 pm
